| Time The thought of pain What could a mother possibly not endure After bringing her gift of life into this world The thought of wanting What could a mother possibly want After holding her sweet child The thought of needing What could a mother possibly need Except more time Aching4Nick???..Mom 3/4/2001 |
| In a Heartbeat I cried in disbelief Brenda I'm going to have a baby Disbelief, for I believed I was left out My world, my life was to be complete Why is that we thank "God" when he gives And wonder of his existence when he takes The extremes of both have changed me I went from wanting to live To wanting to die I do know that my son was worth living for And that I would die for him in a heartbeat Beings that is not an option I will fight for him As I listen to the sounds of the courtroom I will hear my son's heartbeat over all I Love You Nick Love Mom 2/26/01 |
| Playing House You be the daddy and I'll be the mommy I think we have to kiss No you sleep over there When the baby wakes up it's my job You're supposed to go to work Dinner is an issue to be discussed And love each other forever and always If I had it to do over again Just one more chance To play house Can I keep the baby ? Susan 2/26/01 |
| What Day Is This What did you say? Tell me your not giving bad news. You say he's been shot? This can't be happening I can't believe I can't breathe. My poor baby, he must have been so scared. What was your name? Kidnapped No,, he was 6ft. and wore a 14 shoe! Oh Nick, I'm so sorry I loved you so much! You were my life. Your not alone you see, The day that they killed you, they killed me. This is not happening, This is not happening to me! Love Mom |